Story behind my username

that was the first month of our relationship. everything was perfect, and this is when my mother let us still hang out, even though she knew he was 18 years old. and I thought NOTHING could tear us apart.to our friends, we were SUCH a cute couple, and if we lasted enough, we could have been voted cutest couple for the 2011-2012 school year.

This is when things slowly started to fall apart. A few days {the 9th} after our one month Anniversary,{January 7th} We went to his house, and I gave it up to him.I was in love at the time.20 days after,he was forced to break up with me by our school's guidance office because they were thinking of the safety of me, and him, mostly me because I'm 14 years old.

this is when things fell apart. on a Saturday night {Febuary 11th}, he started being mean to me.
It was because I went to the girl's choice dance, and didn't ask him or tell him who I was going with. then over winter break {Feburary 19th - Feburary 26th}, My mom called the cops on him. She honestly didn't want to, but she had to or else my therapist would have had to, and then I would have probably gotten taken away by Child Protective services and put in a foster home.Me and my Ex currently can not talk until May 28th. the expiration date of the order of protection

I was looking for some Taylor Swift songs, and I found the song If This Was A Movie by her.
Its honestly my favorite song by her.
and the chorus, brought back all the sweet,beautiful moments of our relationship, including the love making.
"Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now"